On Cloud 9 : A Boudoir Confession Dealing with Body Dysmorphia

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About a year ago I met Emily during her underwater session. She was young, vibrant and had the skills of a mermaid.

In the water she was so confident that when she came to her first land boudoir session I had no idea how nervous she would be. Looking at her you would imagine the confidence of a runway model, but lurking inside of her was the nerves that EVERY woman feels just before their session

What made you decide to have a boudoir session?

Seeing so much positivity and bravery on the Private VIP Lounge Page on Facebook. Everyone is so open and inspiring. 

Was this for a milestone in your life? If so what?

Yes. I have struggled with body dysmorphia all my life. To look at me people would never know. I fell in love with fitness because I wanted to learn how to love my body and be comfortable in my own skin but still always felt I wasn't good enough. I've learned over the years to embrace my body in all of its stages, through weight gain, weight loss, injury, etc. 

How did you feel before your session?

NERVOUS! SO NERVOUS. I was excited and anxious all wrapped into one but the one thing on my mind was what if these pictures reflect what I've hated about myself my whole life and now what I've learned to love. 

How did you feel during your session?

CONFIDENT. A few seconds in I was already so comfortable. Jennifer was so great and giving direction and making me feel comfortable. With every "stay right there that's beautiful" my heart fluttered and I felt more and more confident.

How did you feel after your session

ON CLOUD 9. 

How did the studio make you feel about your experience?

The studio is so welcoming. The vibe is relaxing and made me feel at home. 

What would you like to tell other people who are thinking about having a boudoir session  

Be brave, for YOURSELF. ❤